190715

Family

Family;

A term used to define two parents and their children

A group of people

Bound by the same blood

But to me 

These don't matter

To me, Family is

The ones who support me

The ones who cry with me

The ones who keep me smiling over tiny things

The ones who go an extra mile 

Just to give me happiness

The ones who...

Love me, care for me & support me

I love my family

The ones bound by blood

The ones bound by the same interest

The same language

I may not be able to express myself well

But slowly, allow me to show my love to those who have been important family to me

家族は

一つな言葉を使う意味は両親と子ども

たくさんな人

の血と血統が同じ

でも私には

これだけじゃない

私にとって

家族は supporter-type な人

私と一緒に泣いて

私にいつも笑顔をくれて

私に

幸せをあげて

私に

愛されて、心配されて、いつも support して

そんなの人は

私の大切な家族

私はこの家族

が大好き

同じ血と血統の家族

同じ興味の家族、同じ言語で話して家族

私は自分の感情をあまり表現できないですが

少しずつで、私の愛と感謝な気持ちを見させて欲しい

180715

I've always been afraid of the change, of the risk. Like, what if it didn't go the way you hoped for? What if, this path could emotionally destroy you? I've been lying to myself all this time, telling myself how strong I am when instead, I've been weak. Unable to talk about the past. Unable to talk about the hurts. I'm still afraid. But I want to learn. I want to try. To try love again. But I'm crying out. I'm in pain. I'm emotionally in pain. I'm lost again. I wish I was never this weak infront of you. I wish I could always keep that strongness. I wish...I was able to deem myself ever worthy to be by your side.

170715

"But holding people away from you, and denying yourself love, that doesn't make you strong. If anything, it makes you weaker. Because you're doing it out of fear. Fear of taking chances. Of letting go and giving into it, and that's what makes us what we are. Risks. That's living."

160715

In all the romance books I've ever read, I've seen myself living through the plot over and over again like a broken record, unable to just stop. But I suppose this time, with him, I wanna try trusting again. Loving again. And most of it, enjoying every single moment like it's the very last.

150715

もしも生まれ変わってもすぐに会いに行くから

たとえずっとキミといたくてもきっと先に行くから

もしもいつか星になってもキミの胸にいるから

140715

#1 You're on your own

-Craft a clear strategy for accomplishing your goals 

"If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And gues what they have planned for you? Not much" 

#2 I ink, therefore I am

-Write down your goals

"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself"

#3 Moonlight

-Find a creative outlet to enhance your overall performance

"The cure for boredom is curiosity. There is no cure for curiosity"

#4 Know why you do

-Tell people the meaningful aspect of your work

"People will forget what you said, what you did but people will never forget how you made them feel"

#5 Become a ninja

-Take time to disconnect and recharge

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment"

#6 Save your strength

-Eliminate umimportant decisions in your life

"If somebody offers you an amazing opportunity but you are not sure you can do it, say yes - then learn how to fo it later!"

130715

I'm not gonna continue lying to myself. It's time I make some changes. And I guess it'll start with you....